We can seek it all we want, but if we don’t talk, there’s only so much of it we’re going to find.
I’m going to be honest, I haven’t felt like myself. I feel emotionally drained today. I feel like I’m losing a battle and that’s not what I want.
I feel like I’m pushing people away from me again because I don’t know how to approach people to make them open up to me. I just want honesty, truth and compassion. I want the raw emotions that you see when you’re truly fighting for something, but right now I’m too exhausted.
My eyes are puffy. My head is tired. My body aches. I am not me. I am not full of the usual strength. I am weak today.
So I’m sorry, this is all I’m going to write today until my mind is clear. Because when you’re in an emotional haze, it’s hard to write truthfully, or at least for me it is.
Have a good day everyone.